I sat in my chair

I sat in my chair the other night.
I was alone in my thoughts,
Although I wanted God with me.
My chair is comfy,
But I felt uncomfortable.

My thoughts were uncomfortable.
I was tired.
I was awake.
Frustration.
Energy withdrawn.

Cold.
Warm.
Thirsty.
Full.
Just uncomfortable.

I sat in my chair
And closed my eyes.
I thought of God and all
The spirit world.
My guardian angel,
My spirit guide.

Perhaps when I open my eyes
They will appear.
I know that they won’t.
Why do I know that?
I don’t.

I couldn’t sleep.
Worry.
Emotional pain.
Thoughts.
Is my chair magic.
No.
Perhaps I will sit somewhere else
Tomorrow.